October 16, 2015
10:01 pm 
I have long waited for this moment to finally get my hands on the keyboard and type. Just type any word that may come into my mind. My lifelong dream is to become a writer. Yes, a writer. Someone who writes what is on his mind and expresses freely his own ideas or maybe be inspired by some other people's ideas as well. Maybe the reason why I am so afraid to start writing is that I am scared that people might get to misunderstand my thoughts. They may not be able to relate to the weirdness in me. But why does it have to take 33 years for me to realize that none of those things really matter! All I need to do is just sit in front of my computer and just write away whatever I feel. I have long waited for this moment. I have spent my entire career life teaching other people to write essays, short stories, diaries etc. yet I myself is afraid to share my thoughts. It is indeed time to let loose and spread my wings. So here it goes. The ideas on what to write just keep popping into my mind. I have thought of writing some fantasy novels or just short stories at first. A romance or a comedy-romance stories which I have collected in a month long daydreaming had long been forgotten. I even had some childish thoughts about making some comic stories about some cute characters made by my students. My mind is loaded with information, ideas and plots. I just need that one big push, that one jump start to make me leap and head on to writing. So here is it goes. My student gave me some ideas and characters to build on; maybe I could start from there.I