as you guys know, i’m a author on this app. well.. to me i am.. but the point is that... i use this as an outlet to escape my shitty life. i mean.. my life isn’t terrible compared to how others live but still. i feel as though i go to a different place when i write but it also kinda makes me upset because i wish i could stay there forever but i cant. i want so badly to make my life more than what it is, i hold so much potential and i don’t wanna just throw that away. sorry.. i just kinda needed to rant and i know people won’t read this anyways but thank you guys for making me feel loved through all the support you guys give me. i love you guys :)