christinepearlalonzo

When you're in doubting stage.
          	Doubting your skills, your talent, doubting what you're capable of, doubting your purpose, doubting yourself.
          	Seems everything today are just nothing.
          	You are bubble alike, will just suddenly pop in the air.
          	Early morning hearing the bird's music as the air swifting along your face, asking how couldn't I appreciate this?
          	Stuck in this pandemic with people all in panic
          	Worrying for food to eat, money to buy needs
          	Government worrying where to get money to sustain the crisis
          	And yet here I am stuck in the corner, not putting any damn with what's happening 
          	Was dumped by a guy met online, 
          	Attached to somebody who doesnt even care
          	Found out that didn't make it to the uiversity my mom wants me to get in
          	Stuck in this place far from comfort 
          	Re reading the last conversation me and my closest friend has
          	Seems everything's so odd, 
          	Worrying what college course ill be getting.
          	Worrying about where life would take me
          	I dont know what I want 
          	Seems like I dont know myself
          	Thinking I a complete failure
          	I have nobody right now
          	Nobody to talk to that could understand how i feel
          	Anybody who can just explain all this shit I have in my mind
          	Seems like im gonna overflow with negativity
          	Im tryn to hide the sadness inside just so people see nothing's wrong on me
          	This sucks
          	Im hurt for unknow reason
          	Im sad for an unknown reason
          	Im empty for an uknown reason
          	Im lost
          	Struggling to find way back home
          	Struggling to find way back home
          	Way back home
          	Struggling slowly drowning