I never liked the world I lived in. I didn't like this society, based on the judgment of others, this society which puts us in boxes. We are "normal" or we are not. I was not. I wanted to be the rain, the lake, the waterfall and the torrent at the same time. I wanted to be free to be me and to make my own choices, as a human being, as a person.
A girl forged by the earth, carried by the wind, made hot by the flames and stirred by the sea.
I was me but, I wanted to become someone else.
It was a bad idea.
don't tryed to be somebody else, 
It never leads to anything good.