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I remember when i first read my first book in english and i already have my dictionary here in my phone so i can search the words that i understand. At first it's really hard for me because there's a lot of words i didnt know, it made me sad because i cant understand every fucking single thing and it's really tiring to constantly changing the apps between wattpad and dictionary over and over again. But i determined to understand and have an ability to read in english, and here i am :D im so happy because my vocabularies is much better than my friends ( ik i sound arrogant, but hey im so proud of myself to improving my ability and vocabularies without any tutorial lesson, it just me, books and dictionary ( well music and movies too but we are talking abt reading rn))
And im still learning rn, i still need my dictionary when i find the words that i just now it exists lol.
But my grammar is such a trash lmaooo that's why i still insecure abt my english, and i found it really hard to understand and remember any grammar ( i havent understand use past tense yet lmaoo im sorry )
And yeah that's it.