Wattpad be tweaking tf
Also had a severe parasomnia episode last night with severe hallucinations, psychosis, sleep inertia. It was so bad. Like actually awful.
I was so disoriented last night that I think I went through psychosis and actually believed it was happening, like I thought the dream was actually real. And it felt like I was awake and asleep at the same time. Not like sleep paralysis, that’s different and I’ve experienced that before too.
And before anyone says this cause I get annoyed, NO it’s not lucid dreaming. I was experiencing a parasomnia mixed with hypnopompic or hypnagogic hallucinations.
In a typical lucid dream, you realize you are dreaming and usually gain the ability to manipulate the environment or at least remain calm. I had zero control, felt genuine terror, and was actively hallucinating while feeling awake.
Felt so weird… I didn’t know when I even actually woke up and I thought the dream was real even when I did- didnt(?)- I don’t even know- I was scared to check my phone maybe cause I was scared it would verify the dream/nightmare was actually real?? Ugh it was just… awful. I’m fine, I promise! Just felt weird.
Also might do a rant on Animal Farm/1984 by George Orwell because… because communism. Oh and I just got inspired (you know who you are <33)
But yeah I’m fineee, promiseee
Now Wattpad STOP TWEAKING-
(Oh yeah and my new book Pluvial Obsession is out, so check it out. You get free cookies.)