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Yo! To all my Danganronpa fans, I made a Danganronpa Roleplay Book if y’all want to check it out. Peace my dudes

cold_blaze_

Ignore this if you want, I just need to vent
          
          So I get in my own head sometimes, it’s human nature. When I start thinking too much I stress myself out, especially about my grades. My mom has high expectations for me. If I get anything below a B she’s disappointed in me. She even threatened to take away the thing I love the most if I get another C in the school year. I’m worried cause my English class is a grade I’m suffering a D in currently. 
          
          How I’m viewing it is that if I don’t pull my ass into gear and do everything in my power to pull that up I’m gonna lose inspiration to try for anything because I’ll lose the program I love the most. I feel my mom sees taking the thing I care for away as a sign of motivation to work hard to get it back, but she’s wrong. It’ll only make things worse and I’ll give up on everything. 
          
          The program she’s threatening to take away relates to my future, which is why I would give up. I could say I’m trying my hardest but I would only be told to try harder. My mom doesn’t believe I try and sometimes I don’t. But that’s when it comes to subjects like math, music, or science. Those come natural to me and I don’t have to try so hard. But the subjects I struggle in she won’t believe I’m trying and it sucks. It does. And I can’t afford to lose anything dear to me
          
          I’m sorry for this vent. It’s just feelings I’ve bottled up and never told anyone. I needed something to vent to. Goodnight/morning/afternoon to you all