at night, i stare outside my window and wonder what it feels like to be in love. or to have someone actually in love with me, craving my presence and psyche, just as much as I crave theirs. to feel him layin next to me while soft music plays , whispering sweet nothings in my ear and softly stroking my booty. to wake up in the morning with him still next to me, as the sunlight peeks in....