crayharshaw

Questions?
          	
          	Why do sometimes I live pain from the past?
          	Why don’t I love myself ?
          	Why does suicidal thoughts occur when I’m happy?
          	How long do I gotta fake smiles in front of family?
          	Why do I feel like I’m loosing against my OWN mentals?
          	Why do I shut others out?
          	Why do you look like attention whore when you’re asking for help?
          	Why am I surrounded by people but I stand alone?
          	Why do I burst out into tears then wipe them before being seen?
          	Why do I save everyone, except my self?
          	Sad thing is you think I’m good majority of the times, but when I become silent it’s because the depression is overwhelming, but when you ask, “Are you ok” I say, “I’m fine”

crayharshaw

Questions?
          
          Why do sometimes I live pain from the past?
          Why don’t I love myself ?
          Why does suicidal thoughts occur when I’m happy?
          How long do I gotta fake smiles in front of family?
          Why do I feel like I’m loosing against my OWN mentals?
          Why do I shut others out?
          Why do you look like attention whore when you’re asking for help?
          Why am I surrounded by people but I stand alone?
          Why do I burst out into tears then wipe them before being seen?
          Why do I save everyone, except my self?
          Sad thing is you think I’m good majority of the times, but when I become silent it’s because the depression is overwhelming, but when you ask, “Are you ok” I say, “I’m fine”