Questions?
Why do sometimes I live pain from the past?
Why don’t I love myself ?
Why does suicidal thoughts occur when I’m happy?
How long do I gotta fake smiles in front of family?
Why do I feel like I’m loosing against my OWN mentals?
Why do I shut others out?
Why do you look like attention whore when you’re asking for help?
Why am I surrounded by people but I stand alone?
Why do I burst out into tears then wipe them before being seen?
Why do I save everyone, except my self?
Sad thing is you think I’m good majority of the times, but when I become silent it’s because the depression is overwhelming, but when you ask, “Are you ok” I say, “I’m fine”