crystarias

After 16 months of a severe writer's block that brought so much frustration, aggravation, self-doubt and tears, a NEW chapter of Scan has been published. I hope you enjoy it after such a long and unintentional hiatus.

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crystarias

Hello darlings,
          
          Something has been brought to my attention and I want to address it. 
          There have been comments left in stories on Wattpad by random people advertising nude photos with a link. I want it to be known that if you EVER find a comment in the comment section of any of my stories (Scan, HBA, or any of my future works) that mentions naked pics with a link attached, I have no affiliation with that commenter. It is spam. Or a scam. Please do not click on it as the poster definitely has malicious intent. 
          
          These comments have yet to appear in Scan but I have heard of it happening to other authors. If they ever do show up, I will do my best to delete, mute, block, and report these kinds of comments. I also ask you, my darlings, to do the same if you ever come across them whenever you read on Wattpad. 
          
          Thanks, Dee

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Happened to me too
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crystarias

Hello? Is there anybody in there??? Just nod if you can hear me, is there anyone at home?
          
          Song lyrics aside (kudos if you can figure out the song), is there really anyone still interested in Scandalous? It's been a very long time since I have updated or written anything cohesive. When I first started, I had so many great plans and ideas. I was finally going to be a writer!! 
          
          Then the world stopped. In the time since my last update, I had to work insane hours where sleep or a life was damn near impossible, developed one hell of a writer's block (I tried many different ways to break said block to no avail). Which  then gave way to dark, negative emotions. I had begun to doubt myself. Asking myself if I even had the talent or ability to pursue my dream of being a writer. If anyone was actually interested in my stories. If I was a bad person for writing what I write (Since according to certain internet platforms, it's cringe or bad to write real person fanfics). Torturing myself with poisonous thoughts. I think you get the idea. I even stepped away from wattpad, but I continued trying to write without much success. 
          
          To be honest, the block wasn't in my brain. I still had tons of ideas and plotlines. The problem was getting the words from my brain to the page.
          
          Dark days my darlings, dark days.
          
          It's only been recently that I have begun to feel the block lessening. To feel the itch under my skin to create, to write. 
          
          TL:DR- Life kicked my behind and I had one hell of a writer's block for a little over a year. The block is clearing up, so I am dipping my toes back to writing and will post an update soon.

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@crystarias I'm totally here for it when you're ready to update, or to start something new! 
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Hahakim

Hi Boo. I hope you are happy and spending time on yourself! Don’t burden yourself wirh too much! I do that too and always need my friend to remind me not to. Hope you are safe and healthy! 
          
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crystarias

Hello Darlings,
          I hope you are all doing well and staying healthy. 
          I seemed to have lost my motivation. It's something that I've noticed when writing the last couple of chapters of Scan. I want to finish Scandalous and premiere the next installment of the series, along with other stories, but I find my creativity to be blocked. None of my own methods are working! I need help to jumpstart the creative flow!!
          Could you please leave an encouraging/motivating word or two?
          What you love or hate about my writing or plot?
          Maybe tell me what you are hoping to see in any of my stories, present or future?
          Things like genre, plot, AUs, ships, ANYTHING!!!!
          
          Honest feedback is what I'm looking for!