Hello? Is there anybody in there??? Just nod if you can hear me, is there anyone at home?
Song lyrics aside (kudos if you can figure out the song), is there really anyone still interested in Scandalous? It's been a very long time since I have updated or written anything cohesive. When I first started, I had so many great plans and ideas. I was finally going to be a writer!!
Then the world stopped. In the time since my last update, I had to work insane hours where sleep or a life was damn near impossible, developed one hell of a writer's block (I tried many different ways to break said block to no avail). Which then gave way to dark, negative emotions. I had begun to doubt myself. Asking myself if I even had the talent or ability to pursue my dream of being a writer. If anyone was actually interested in my stories. If I was a bad person for writing what I write (Since according to certain internet platforms, it's cringe or bad to write real person fanfics). Torturing myself with poisonous thoughts. I think you get the idea. I even stepped away from wattpad, but I continued trying to write without much success.
To be honest, the block wasn't in my brain. I still had tons of ideas and plotlines. The problem was getting the words from my brain to the page.
Dark days my darlings, dark days.
It's only been recently that I have begun to feel the block lessening. To feel the itch under my skin to create, to write.
TL:DR- Life kicked my behind and I had one hell of a writer's block for a little over a year. The block is clearing up, so I am dipping my toes back to writing and will post an update soon.