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and there's nothing i can do to save myself right now.

i'm so broken.

i miss u, i miss me, i miss us both and how we used to be. i miss being okay, i miss smiling, i miss laughing with u nd hugging u till i fall asleep. i miss having u between my arms, i miss feeling ur warm hugs. i miss the times when u would stop my tears just by pressing a gentle kiss against my forehead. i miss that feeling, i miss reading u every morning, i miss everything about us. i miss being happy, i miss not crying every night, i miss being emotionally stable, i miss feeling safe, i miss having a place to come back after a long day, i miss ur support; and even tho i know u still luv me, u still care, i can't help but feel so useless, so dumb, so damn annoying every single time. 

gatito.

siendo sincero ya no doy para más, me siento acabado y definitivamente no ha sido mi día.

por favor, no quiero que solo aparezcas cuando estoy así... ¿puedes quedarte un rato mañana? no quiero estar solo, no quiero que te vayas y en serio, quiero agradecerte que estés aquí y lamento mucho...molestarte con mis tonterías.

no lo entiendo, te juro que no entiendo.

*yoonie yéndose en dos minutos*

abandonas, ussh.