currentlyeatingcake

i  became  bitter  and  untouchable.  i  craved  affection  but  the  mere  thought  of  someone  caring  made  my  stomach  turn.

currentlyeatingcake

I can't really tell how close I am with the people I talk to, so I assume they think of me as a stranger or just someone they talk to randomly. I get surprised whenever they actually care and think of me as a friend or someone close.
          
          I don't know why I'm so wary of getting attached to people, it's kinda hard.

currentlyeatingcake

LOVE HOW I JOKINGLY SAID ME AND THIS DUDE AND I WERE HOLDING HANDS WHILE WE WERE PLAYING OUTLASTER AND MY ONE OF MY FRIENDS WHICH IS MY 'WIFE' WHO WAS STILL IN THE GAME, IMMEDIATELY WANTED TO GET VOTED OUT JUST TO BE THE PERSON UP IN THE GAME WHICH THEIR NAME WAS STREET AHAGSBBA AHAH ANDDSJ