teatrava
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I really don't know what I'm doing here and I probably shouldn't be here, but I just had a sudden urge to write you something even though you may not response or even read this. I still occasionally think of you and really miss you. I miss the times talking to you and waiting for your response, you always brightened my day so much. Even though I don't really read anything on this app anymore, sometimes when I remember you I go here and check if I could see if you're still alive or if there's anything that would tell me I didn't just dream you up. Not a long time ago there was this girl I wrote to, kind of a friend, I really liked her, she was kind of my crush, from the first impression she reminded me of you so fucking much that it blurred my vision. And yeah, so that's how I almost got into shit again, because she is nothing like you and I'm glad my brother made me realise that. So I don't talk to her anymore. Well the point is that really made me miss you again and think of you a bit more than I should. Still don't know what I'm doing here, I feel kinda creepy if I'm gonna be honest rn XD. WELL now I'm done with babbling my heart out so now it's the last part of this message. I really hope you're in a good place, with your family, friends and school. I hope you're in peace with your own body. Oh and I really got into that Hamilton music as you used to love, I still haven't seen the play but I love to listen to the album. I really hope you got into that cheerleading as you wanted but if you didn't, don't hang your head down, you can always do anything other than that or try to go back to it. Still love you lots Ry, miss you
cut_my_hair
@teatrava here I am again haha... thank you for everything you said and sorry for the late response. I miss you and I love you too
teatrava
@ teatrava omg this got my heart pounding hard, I wanna cry. I really don't come here often, usually when I think of you, so I check in to see if there's any sign of you. You didn't screw anything up, it just happened you know, don't blame yourself.
Damn I'm really sorry to heart that.. I'd love to make you feel better, but it's quite hard with the lack of conversation and distance. So as we say, I'm holding my thumbs for your life to get better, I really hope it will get better. I wish everything was different too, but here we are.
If anything's bothering you, I'm always (well not always, more like occasionally or when I know you need me) here to hear what you have to say. I miss you and love you a lot, just try to put an honest smile on your face if you can and get through the day
cut_my_hair
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Oh gosh I almost started crying. Like I think of you all the time and how I wish I didn’t screw everything up with you because of my parents. Like fuck I miss you so much. I miss waking up to your messages and how you were the only person in my life that was constantly there for me and how I could always count on you to make me feel better. I wasn’t able to do cheerleading last year and I just started high school and I already feel like I’m drowning and I wish that I could talk to you for hours and rant. I wish I could tell you that I was in a good place in life right now but that’d be a lie so I’m sorry. But I really really hope that you’re doing well. I also don’t know what I’m doing on this friccin app again but I just downloaded it again and I had to see if you said anything to me. I didn’t really expect anything but I just really miss you and hate that the one person I cared about most lives thousands of thousands of miles away from me. I hate everything so much. I don’t hate you though. I wish that everything was different. That I could still read your messages everyday and smile. I still love you lots T, I really really miss you :’)
