You're running from the havoc you call a mind
Running from your thoughts and avoiding reality
Avoiding the shit that's prolly meant to keep you up at night
And then just like that, on a Friday afternoon, it all hits you
The reality of it all, I mean.
And before you know it, bottled thoughts and emotions are forcing themselves out and you're crying you a river
Looking around, you suddenly discover how lonely you are
You've pushed everyone away in the name of protecting yourself from being hurt
You were scared of a storm that hadn't even come
Hell, you've even pushed yourself away
You are no longer the person you used to be
What have you done to yourself? You ask
Epiphany hits you and you realise this is what it means to become a shadow of yourself.


Welcome to my lil world ❤️✨