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GUESS WHO IS STILLL ALIVEEEEEEE… i need to pick up on my writing i have failed yall 

i thought taking a break from everything would make me feel better i got a gym membership i work non stop i bearly have time for myself & i still don’t feel happy i’m just masking it all alway so none of my family worry about me i don’t like me anymore i hate myself i don’t speak to either side of my mom or dads side i just wish i could stop feeling like this sorry for the rant i just feel like screaming but if i do i’ll just wake everyone up from their sleep & im never even up this late ever but tonight’s just one of those nights i truly hate myself 

I UPDATED LOVE ME 

had a dream where kuroo was my childhood best friend and we lost our v cards to each other & im a year younger & he is an3rd year & i was a second and he took me to a party with all the schools and i was dancing sandwiched between bokuto & oikawa and kuroo got jelly and took me to his house after drinking and yk it was angry ykkkk alright the end 

i’ve been at work since 8:30am i don’t leave till 8:00pm….. my eyes are trying so hard to stay open might pop an edïblé tonight‍

Physically I’m here mentally I'm not

i put out 2 chapters aim out here feeding y’all please give me some time & i promise i’ll finish them !! works been kickin my a$$

If my mom tells me to do the dishes one more timeeeeeeeee i swear.

this deaf lady came in to my job yesterday about her basketball team needing money and I gave $20 but I would never post it on anything or tell a soul about the rights that I do because then it’ll look like im an attention seeker and doing it just for the publicity it sucks nowadays that you can’t even do anything nice without feeling bad but I don’t feel bad because I hope they have an amazing day

i dead ass always think about what life would be like if the “teachers bet” had kept going & wasn’t taken off bc that shit was toe curling & everything