dec4gon

I felt numb, empty today. I don't really like myself crying but they said crying is good for the soul. So I'm letting my self cry. It's the familiar feeling of numbness and emptiness I feel it again. Usually I would take a look at the moon to feel less alone. But right now there's just darkness. Until my unaffectionate cat decided to accompany me and for the first time I felt that comfort. I felt comforted??Even though he's just sleeping now beside me. I felt less alone. I felt warm in my heart. This cat probably clueless that I'm in a middle of breaking down. But he made me feel comforted without me opening up. I don't even know this is possible. I love this cat so much.

dec4gon

I felt numb, empty today. I don't really like myself crying but they said crying is good for the soul. So I'm letting my self cry. It's the familiar feeling of numbness and emptiness I feel it again. Usually I would take a look at the moon to feel less alone. But right now there's just darkness. Until my unaffectionate cat decided to accompany me and for the first time I felt that comfort. I felt comforted??Even though he's just sleeping now beside me. I felt less alone. I felt warm in my heart. This cat probably clueless that I'm in a middle of breaking down. But he made me feel comforted without me opening up. I don't even know this is possible. I love this cat so much.

dec4gon

I don't want this either. I don't want to be like this. Why I'm like this. It's so overwhelming. The voices, the shouting, the curses, insults. It's too overwhelming I want to disappear and never comeback.