my long hiatus was all sunnys fault. her friends came to me with seemingly endless alt accounts to harass me on discord, pinterest, tumblr, literally everywhere i was. they eventually got ahold of my phone number. i couldnt handle it. she told her friends and fans to go harass me, i eventually got sent photos of the gc messages, all talking about villainizing me and bullying me into suicide. after i posted the messages saying i would kill myself, they all stopped. truth is i had infact tried, but to no avail unfortunately. Once i had failed, i knew i couldnt come back. so i never told anyone that i had survived, knowing id be harassed again. ive been using another account since then, and ive seen how people defend sunny and pretend i was a bad person. i had already apologized, but i was still the bad guy. i got tired of it. please just forget i exist if you hate me, and stop calling it the “toast drama” and referring to me as “that asshole” and all that stuff. please just let me live my life. please.
