marichat is better

So I just got news that wattpad is deleting stories that are incomplete so you might want to switch the stories from imcomplete to complete for now.

Damn we can like comments now

Ok so uhm…
          
          I kinda JUST reread all of my published stories and let’s just say,,,, that I’ll be rewriting all of them.
          
          I’m so sorry for all those atrocious things I called stories and writing, but if you’re patient enough, pls wait for the alr existing stories!
          
          (I’m so embarrassed ong)

Oh and also, 
          
          I’m writing a typical gravity falls fic where dip gets betrayed and all, so like, yeah watch out for that yall lol 
          
          (I plan to finish this one no matter what) 
          (not sure if that’s possible tho)

It’s so funny bc I once wrote in one of my docs that a person was “60% gay 40% bisexual”, and then one of my male friends said “I’m gay for only Rimiru, I’m like- 20%gay and 80% straight”
          
          Makes me snort ngl lmao
          

I'm back, but I'm not back:D
          
          

Sooooo
          
          Im quitting Wattpad.
          
          NONONO! It’s not my choice, my homophobic parents found out about what I read and write so this happened. 
          
          I might came back literally years later, might forget about this whole account. But my stories will still be here. 
          
          With that said, PEACE OUT MY HOOMAN CHILDREN-

Bro-
          
          I can’t imagine how other authors upload daily or atleast 2wice a week. 
          
          I MEAN HOW TF?!? DO YALL HAVE SOME SORTA MAGIC OR SM SHIT?!? BECAUSE I NEED TO KNOW.
          
          Everyday, I look at my drafts (which is full of old/new stories) and tell myself, “what would it be like if I could post regularly? 
          
          (Dammit this sounds so sad af)
          
          And then I would have the motivation to write some so much but then THERES THIS ANNOYING THING CALLED SCHOOL-
          
          I not sure if you heard it cause it’s a bit of an underground thing BUT I FUCKING HATE IT. AND ON TOP OF THAT, THERES LITERALLY ANOTHER THING CALLED CRAM SCHOOL. I DONT GET ANY SLEEP BECAUSE OF THESE BS THINGS CAPLED ‘EDUCATION’. 
          
          I MEAN WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK DO THEY EXPECT?! DO THEY EXCEPT US TO GO 
          
          ‘hello, your tip here is 7x2square with a friggin advanced algebra to go with. Have a nice day!’
          
          IM SERIOUSLY PISSED. 
          
          But lemme know if you have any advice what to improve on my writing if you read my stories.

One of my biggest insecurities is not being able to love myself enough to get into a relationship.
          
          I’ve been asked out a lot but I always turn them down thinking they wouldn’t like me or they would get tired of me once we start dating. And yesterday, a guy asked me out (practically begged) and I asked him ALOT of weird things, and he was nice about it. I don’t know if it’s anxiety or butterflies but everything he says makes me uh....feel weird. Like- 
          
          I’m not used to being pampered, or being said ‘i love you’ because I grew up in a toxic household. If any of you have any experience, PLEASE HELP ME-

So uh..... I think my bisexual panic is taking over me because I was just watching my story animated AND THERE WERE THESE TWO PRETTY ASS TWINS WHICH WAS ONE GURL AND ONE BOY- AAHSGDGS IM JUST STRAIGHT UP SIMPING FOR THEM