heard you're going through some rough times and i hope you know that things do get better even tho i don't know your situation or you as a whole i still believe that even when you reach rock bottom there's still a way out either if it's easy or hard, takes time or it's easy done. you can get through it and realize that everything it's fine if you stay optimistic. i'm not an optimist myself i'm the biggest pesimist you can ever meet but some things really need remediation and every person deserves being happy. all the love