Mochi

okay, i haven’t been on here since 2020 and i didn’t realize back on may fucking 6th of this year they removed direct messages. makes sense but also tf
          
          i’m only back on here because i remembered talking to a specific person and role playing (as we all did back in 2014) and i want to check in with them because as a kid they helped me through a lot. 
          
          if you remember doing a fnaf rp and getting a really bad toy bonnie drawing, please reach out!! i miss you and i got better from the last time we talked. i just want to catch up even if it’s just for one last time 

AYEEE GUESS WHO'S BACK FOR A BITTTT

Anyone wanna chat? 
          I don't know..I'm starting to have a breakdown and want a distraction away from it.
          ...actually fück it- just gonna have a breakdown

'Ight so with net neutrality being fought for in the US- I might not be on here forever. For real this time. I just want to people who I've become internet friends on here- just know it pains me to say goodbye for I don't want to. I'm broke as fück so this is the best choice.
          Love you all
          Hopefully not but
          Goodbye everyone

I don't know why but everyday I feel like a bothersome and I feel like I should just leave everyone alone for they are very annoyed and tired with me. That I should just stop taking up space- that I should just die.
          Then I fear that.
          I don't want to know what happens after death. I don't want to grow old, I don't want to get into my 60's to wait for Death. To wait for him to come ever so closer.
          I fear that someday however I give up and embrace Death.
          Lately I've been starving myself then overeating. I hate how my body looks and feels when there's food in it- even when its very little. 
          I don't know what to do.
          I'm tired of feeling like a bothersome and annoyance. That it would be better if I was gone. That no body cares. That I'm just something someone could just throw away when they're done with me.
          My mother gets off of work at 4pm- my high school let's out at 2:15pm. I create a bothersome for the staff at my school and for my mother. 
          Everyone might benefit from me being gone.
          High fücking possibility.

I'm honestly a fücking joke that everyone is playing along with. I just want to leave and never come back. No one will care anyways, no one will ever read this anyways

Heyo guys, I'm doing a livestream on my instagram (creeps66). I'm taking your guys suggestions, and drawing them ^^

I'm honestly just done with myself and just living in general

I honestly forgot how sad a book and movie was, and I'm now not okay ;;;;;;-;;;;;;

I'm honestly want to cry  ;-; 8 hours of work down the drain.........