moon goddess

I'm headcanoning illuga as a trans guy bc uhhh. bc I can

reading "I have no mouth and I must scream" bc im writing an essay about it and dear lord. this will haunt me for awhile 

finished the nod krai archon quest (I also got columbina!!! I'm gonna try for c2 neuvi and then save for sandrone. gotta complete my harbinger collection)
          
          I have thoughts on it. 

personally I don't ship varka and nicole but I hope that those who do absolutely CAPITALIZE on the angst potential. like can you imagine a slow burn fic of nicole constantly repeating what happened to the first angel and then at the end she turned into a seelie in his arms or something. devastating 

i want to write a nod krai men x reader bc they're all so interesting and there's a lot of dynamics that could be explored like
          
          flins: he's reclusive and definitely has more going on then he lets on, n I don't think he trusts many people which would be interested 
          varka: strong guy but also. imagine him having to pick between the reader or his crew it would be devastating 
          albedo and wanderer: classics in the genshin x reader community 
          durin: I think it would be interesting to explore him having his first crush I imagine it to be a rly wholesome scenario all around tbh
          illuga: his fear of losing people making him super overprotective 

saw a video about someone explaining how to dress alternatively without it being expensive and it made me so sad. because alt fashion was created as a counterculture to the mainstream luxury brands, and it was made TO BE AFFORDABLE, easy to find at places like thrift shops, with emphasis on DIY to make the pieces. but now consumer culture has taken ahold of it and twisted it to be completely different than how it was created. 

guys embracing being whimsical is actually so fun. i have a worm on a string tied to my belt loop rn n idk. it's making me so happy 

PRAYING FOR NO HOMEWORK TMR I N E E D TO PLAY THE NEW GENSHIN UPDATE 

it's January 11th. i made it 7 years. 
          I started 2025 bleak, immensely depressed and suffering from delusion and heartbreak. 
          I'm proud to say I have recovered from that. 
          Last year was rough. I didn't know if I would make it. but I did.
          I always do.
          
          I went into 2026 with newfound peace; all my former friends dropped me for a toxic bully, and I dropped them for friends that make me feel like I belong. my group may be smaller than before, but they are kinder, and treat me like I belong. 
          
          I pray 2026 treats me kindly. i have suffered long enough. but, as of the current moment, I do see a light at the end of this long and dark tunnel. I will survive, I always do. 

rye bread