A LITTLE THINGS TO SAY. sooo, I've just said that i will be writing again and do some ff on YouTube but. SORRY. i can't. not yet.
Lately, I've been feeling really weak and insecure and i think, i need to talk about this Not for attention, but for my peace of mind because my inner self really wanted to speak to someone rn. I have my friends, but it's just being me, i love talking to a crowd because that gives me more idea on how people are.
So, lately, I've been starving and stretching myself out like forcing my self to do stuffs that i see kpop idols do like splits or etc name it. i wanted to have a clear skin, white skin, i wanted to reach my dream waist line and weight of 39-44kg. I've been feeling dizzy and my leg muscles and thighs hurt these days plus I've been really stressing out with food and my other routine that i do for my skin which is... um, kind of a lot.
So, i think i won't be back for a month or so, i just don't know.
ily