🩸🪦Alex XB🪦🩸

Yikes, about 2 years since I've really been on here. Life's been a sh!tshow ngl. Going through a lot and the world's not getting any better outside of it all. Honestly, I lost my passion for writing and my motivation. I miss writing terribly much, I can't seem to even write new poetry (and that's usually a coping skill). I still love the books I've written on here and the WANT to finish writing Strange Tides *IS* still present. I just don't have energy to spare nowadays. That's not me saying I won't ever finish it. But I don't really think many are reading my other stuff anyway, which I'm still happily surprised my Mafia Madness is still getting views!! That book is my favorite I've written so far. But, I'm slowly working to pull myself out of my pit. So I'm hoping, with time, I'll be able to return to this hobby of mine because I love it so much.
          
          To anyone old and new who are following or thinking of it, I hope everyone is staying safe out here. It's a cruel and scary world we live in but I'm here if anyone needs to reach out and talk. Thanks for the support!

Been going through a LOT of sh!t.
          
          Im sorry i haven't updated in awhile. Im slowly working on a new chapter for Strange Tides. 
          
          I havent been doing very well.

So after much debate over the year, I have finally decided that I'm discontinuing and unpublished HCWB.
          
          Due the scandals that Brendon Urie is involved in, theres no appeal to anyone or myself anymore.
          
          I will however announce that a new Joshler fanfic is on its way!!!

I wanna baja blast my brains out

Y'all obviously haven't read your history books. Rioting is how we change the world. Rioting has helped women vote, black people vote, it helped end segregation. Riots don't just "start". Riots come from ignoring protests. Riots come from repeated oppression, repeated murder. People of color have been dying at the hands of police for a long time. Police have been getting away with it, since the beginning. This is how change starts. This how revolutions start. This is how you change your country. When they don't listen, we make them.  #icantbreathe #blacklivesmatter #changeamerica

If you haven’t realized yet my page is:
          
          Pro-black 
          Pro-body positivity
          Pro-Obama
          Pro-LGBTQ+
          Pro-Polyamory
          Pro-Choice
          Pro-Women
          Pro-B.L.M
          Pro-Sex Work
          Pro-Love Is Love 
          Pro-Stop Making People Feel Bad Before I Beat Your Ass
          
          Thanks for coming to my Ted-Talk.

Unfollow me if you:
          
          - Believe in the Blue Lives Matter movement
           - Dont support or believe in the black lives matter movement 
          - are against the rioting/protesting 
          - try to white wash MLK to fit your narrative 
          - use this to time to try to pass your belief that covid19 is a hoax
          - post blatant racism
          - post racial slurs especially towards the victims and protesters
          - post jokes about any of the victims of police brutality
          - try to excuse what Derek Chauvin did by victim blaming

I'm not gonna tell black people how to protest, but I'll tell white people: stop using this as a chance to live out your privileged ass' anarchistic dreams. Every act of violence or vandalism you create puts a nearby POC in harms way of retaliation. You're not gonna be the one they shoot/tear gas/arrest. Stop it.
          
          This isn't your trauma. Be their shield, not their sword.

Its literally come to my attention that Mafia Madness has reached #1 in Joshler and I'm SCREECHING. KAJAHSBAUS WTAF WOWIE

Hey guys, gals and nonbinary pals! Check this one shot book out if you havent already, it's pretty awesome. 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/205383135