So here I am... I'm on my knees begging for forgiveness. I don't know if this reason will placate you or make you even more mad. Here goes nothing I guess:
When I first came onto the internet in chat groups, I was looking for a friend. But everyone seemed so stiff and uncomfortable around me. They chatted with me like they didn't really care. So I just left. After ignoring them for awhile, they started messaging me bad things... to say the least. I was just so sad and... I developed her. Marilyn. My split-personality. After my dad left when I was young, I had always been depressed. My single mom was never really around and my only friend was Mari.
Marilyn started out as just a friend. But she became dominant. Made me hallucinate. About C and Beth. And I tried to get help, but she always overruled me. And if you want more detail, PM me. I'm not very comfortable spilling my whole life story.