Well Fuck. I havent been on wattpad in years. I'm now 20 wtaf. Should I write new content? I've been into MCYT and really wanna get my frustrations out through fluff lmao. How has everyone been?
It’s hard to eat. My family made a great breakfast/dinner (a tradition at my house for Christmas) and I couldn’t eat and I feel like I offended them... I just can’t do it.
Idk. When I get super anxious or legit on the verge of a panic attack I get mad and just snap for the smallest things and after I snapped at some friends twice yesterday I said I was sorry and they told me everything was fine but why don’t I feel fine? Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve my friends...
I was seriously gonna commit suicide this weekend and today a girl smiled and told me that she missed me when i missed choir practice and im definitely sure that saved me.
Dont you ever think about what happens after death? Like is there a heaven and hell or is it just nothing? But also, the idea of death is intreging and oddly conforting.