Ren

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           Hey @dobbyvanity you have to see this meme, so funny hahaha click here to see it ↓:

Update, logged in after 4 years and yes, I am still cringe! 

I just had to fix my bio, might update it more... but it said "female" [insert projectile vomiting emoji here] wtf

Well Fuck. I havent been on wattpad in years. I'm now 20 wtaf. Should I write new content? I've been into MCYT and really wanna get my frustrations out through fluff lmao. How has everyone been? 

I claim this dead wall as mine

Deleting all my stories

It’s hard to eat. My family made a great breakfast/dinner (a tradition at my house for Christmas) and I couldn’t eat and I feel like I offended them... I just can’t do it.

Idk. When I get super anxious or legit on the verge of a panic attack I get mad and just snap for the smallest things and after I snapped at some friends twice yesterday I said I was sorry and they told me everything was fine but why don’t I feel fine? Sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve my friends...

Good things dont last but the bad will persist 

I was seriously gonna commit suicide this weekend and today a girl smiled and told me that she missed me when i missed choir practice and im definitely sure that saved me.