@dragonslayermagic24
Hi, yes. I have an abusive family, so tears never work in my favour, I've got all the ways :}. (I sleep with my older sister to btw) what you have to do is wait until after you think all your family members are asleep, than stay very still look up at the ceiling and just think. Eventually you'll be crying,. I know how to cry silently, but if you don't bury your face in your pillow. If somebody does manage to hear you from outside, play it off like, "Oh sorry, did I wake you up? I was playing some calming rain noises because I couldn't fall asleep." Should work! Hope things work I out for you! ♥❤