hello, this is ealree. before everything i would say— i want to congratulate myself for this “small achievement” i’ve reached. happy 100+ reads and 20 + votes, my dear mou chroma! i may not have lots of readers but because i’m still improving and trying my best possible way to learn new things. my writing style is cliché, and i am aware. mou chroma is a dear story that i created out of boredom. but since then, i’ve started loving this story. mou chroma means my color. and, i write the characters based on how i feel, my mood and how i would want them to be written. it’s confusing, because that’s how it is. i am confused about life too. just like kallias jaile. i did mou chroma on kj’s pov because there are things i really wanted to voice out and i want them in his pov. everytime i write, i always feel heavy and i always do some mental check because i’m not used to pin pointing my problems—yes, i prefer leaving my problems than solving them. so, now that i’m writing in his pov as a problematic child. it feels heavy at the same time, i feel like i am free from everything. i am free to tell the world what is inside my head. i am free. i am happy.
but what i feel right now is just not a thing i could brush off. hello, yes. this message is originally to announce that i am going on a indefinite hiatus. there may be someone waiting for my update or not, but i know you deserve to know. to the one’s reading my story, thank you. and i’ll come back soon, once i solve this matter!
-love, ealree ✿
