cody

maybe she will

this was the best birthday i have ever had

my year been so shitty i forgot my birthday passed almost two months ago

i really wish i was fucking dead. im not sure anybody understands that i have never been truly happy in all years of my living.

i hope you think of me high(ly).

and i miss the little notes you used to write me. i miss the little things that we would argue about so passionately.

be safe.

i feel like everyone in my life always gives up on me but i know i deserve it.

i think of you sometimes

i know you haven’t been happy lately. i hope you’re okay. love.