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Hyyyieee taraa , 
          Ykkk I'm missing you a lot these days - 
          I miss how you used to encourage me , love me . 
          Tunhari care - vo warmth 
          I'm missing everything ykkk... 
          
          Shayad tum vapas aa sakhti tara !!!! 
          Shayad tum vapas aaapati yrrr!!!! 

tere bhagwan toh kuch dete nahi mujhe.
          ab mannate bhi meri sitare ban jati hai.

ek mahina ho gaya hai, laado. dekho kya haal kar diya tumne sabka..aur tum kehti thi tumhe yaad nahi karenge hum?
          
          bohot yaad aati hai tumhari. 
          
          itni jaldi kyun chali gayi apni chandni ko chhod kar? 
          
          Tumhare liye sambhaal leti hu khudko. Kriti ko sambhaalne ki koshish karti hu. uska toh haal dekha hi nahi jata kisise. 
          
          kaash tu yaha hoti, meri gudiya. 
          

a month without you, my love. a month without being annoyed by your bournvita puraan, your weird questions. 
          a month without your texts spamming me to rise. a month without you trolling us all when we lectured you to rest.
          has time passed or it's me who has paused? I am not okay, baby. nothing is. I miss you so much it hurts. 
          are you watching me? you must not be proud of what I have become. but who do I tell? no one understood me like you did, khushu. my best friend, my rariyah. I still stare at my last text, as if your text will pop in a second, loud with that energy of yours.
          but it never does. and it hurts. 
          god, it hurts.
          I wish I hugged you more. I wish I told you, you were my best baby. how do I live without your light to ignite my darkest parts? 
          I can only try, for you. maybe one day, I won't wake up aching for you. maybe one day we will meet again. and go stargazing between clouds like you always wanted. maybe then, I would hold your hand tighter. maybe then you will stay with me forever. 
          
          rariyah? 
          
          do stars look prettier up there? you must be very happy, ml. remember how you always wanted to watch the world? how does it feel, watching it now?
           one day, tell me your story sweetheart. one day, I will listen. I won't be the one needing comfort. I will hear you. I promise. 
          but till then, you will always be the only one who knew me. ache and all. because everyone is so cruel here, darling. I made a little corner for us. for me to rant mostly. let's meet there. 
          I miss you, khushu. I always will. 
          forever, you promised. and I will live on that. 
          come count stars, okay? 
          sleep tight, 
          your ikaa, with a bunch of stardust. 
          

Hellooo

Meri ankho ka Tara ♡ ̆̈
          
          Just wanted to say may your life always stay peaceful and your heart always feel safe and loved I really pray you stay happy
          
          Take good care of yourself okay Don’t forget to take breaks
          And yeah you’re important
          
          Sending you love and tight hugs 
          
          Stay the same always ♡
          
          LOVEUHHHHHHHHHHHHHH MWAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH 

radha ma said if I keep wishing for you to come back, you won't be able to leave peacefully. 
          
          i wish this world stopped too, when you did. 
          
          I wish I didn't have to miss you, but I do.
          
          ykt, right? I will try, rariyaah. for you, I will. 

Sweetie pieeee!!!!!
          Kaha ho tum?? Ab tak wapas nhi aayi dekho mai tumhare bhaiya ko bataungi firr bournvita bandd karwa dungi
          Wapas aajao naa bohot yaad aati h tumhari 
          Mai roo Nhii rhi lekin tumhari bate bohot yaad aati h jaldi se aake koala hug dedoo abb
          Your bhabhi ma
          

Taraaaaa tumhari yaad aarahi yrrrrr!!!! 
          Dekho na mai pirse nahi so Rahi hu 
          Khana khane ka man bhi nahi hota aake daat do naaa
          Taraaa bachaaa pls vapas aajana 
          
          Nahi hu mai strong . I'm missing you bachaaa :(

cant you just.. come back?