elenatark

I GOT INTO MY DREAM SCHOOL
          
          AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
          
          back in 2023 when it became evident i would NOT be getting into any dream school whatsoever i sobbed my heart out to Not Enough by boygenius and that became my trauma song and i never listened to it again cuz i knew i'd start feeling despairing all over again if i did
          
          but my life is at last about to begin and 2025 is about to be MY YEAR so i'm gonna go and listen to it right now because war is over it's no longer a sad song anymore but a "you've made it" song now
          
          every time i revisit Lunacy to read the influx of new comments i'll see my author's notes worrying about the 2023 csats and now, after the 2024 csats and the admissions procedures following that, i can't believe everything has all been said and done with at last; i can also measure out every step of my csat path with this book so like a huge thank you to everyone who ever commented for giving meaning to this journey, you guys were that little spark of special in my otherwise maddening life
          
          also it meant so much to me that i had a community where i could talk about my life and my interests with, i do believe that without this, i truly would've turned insane there, considering i am a huge extrovert who was locked in solitude for two whole years
          
          love you all so much
          here's to hope and possibilities and to new beginnings <33

y'all how did i ever write lunacy like that i really was in my straight girly era right there wasn't i; nowadays i'm veering on the faaaar opposite end of the sexuality spectrum but not QUITE, and also i started lunacy before i took my first csats in 2023 and now we've already reached the point where i've taken my csats for the second time in 2024 and guess what my college admissions results are coming out tomorrow so??? like this fic just spans all that time and is a record of the gradual dimming of my unhingedness born of perpetual solitude
          
          you guys had better all be here when i start shrieking about my (AT LAST) college results tomorrow hehehe

heyy, I just wanted to let you know that I absolutely loved your story lunacy! It really captivated me and I would loove to be able to read it offline as well. So I wanted to ask if it would be okay for you if I printed it out for my personal use, just for myself of course!! 
          I just wanted to check with you first because I know how much work goes into writing a story. Thanks in advance!!

Hi hi! i finished Lunacy the other day and just needed to let you know it was absolutely amazing. please do more. you’re perfect. 

hey! i just came across your profile and thought i’d reach out. i’m new to wattpad and looking to connect with other writers and readers. your vibe seems cool, and i’d love to be mutuals if you’re down!
          
          my new fic, chains of the crescent, is already posted, so feel free to check out my page. i’m excited to share my writing and support others in the community as well!
          	•	ward158326 (juno)

New Harry Potter fic: Death Eater Sirius Black
          
          August, 1979. Sirius Black becomes a Death Eater as a spy for Dumbledore.
          
          July, 1980. Lord Black turns his back on the Order and pledges his loyalty to the Dark Lord. 
          
          Title: Always Pure

Hi dear author! I just finished enemy of the enemy and absolutely loved it. I was wondering if you are still going to write a sequel? If yes when? Thank you  

HEY GIRLY LITERALLY LOVE U I JUST FINISHED LUNACY LIKE A MINUTE AGO AND OMDSSSS IM SOBBINGGGGGG AND I HAVE TO ASK ARE U GONNA UPDATE THESE WRETCHED VOWS OR SHOULD I READ THE SPICY CHAPTERS AND NOT GET INVESTED HAHAHAHAH

Hey, I am litrally in love with your books, Lunacy made me cry. I have a request tho. Could you do a maurauders era Fanfic of Regulus black x Fem! Reader? I love how you write so i wanted to see if it was possible for you to write one. Happy Late birthday and thank you so much 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELENAAAA!!!