elxsam

published a part in she;.
          	it was a draft i wrote some months ago and totally forgot about. thought it deserves to be out on the pages as well. 
          	
          	i hope you enjoy it you decide to look it up :]
          	
          	eli

elxsam

ah! i haven't been on here for a long while.
          crazy how even after years, all in the moments i have forgotten about this app- any of you could wonder up on my page. look at a part of me. a real, raw part of me. that's crazy, isn't it? crazy how we leave parts and dust of ourselves in every little corner. everywhere we go and exist.
          
          i hope you're taking care of yourself. 
          you deserve it. truly. i mean it.
          i love you, i hope to talk with you soon. kisses.
          
          eli

elxsam

you know what, i used to be scared and feel 'not-good enough' to do what i have wanted and worked for just because of my following. just because of the numbers i see on the page. because i want to inspire, i want to be seen beautifully, perfectly. 
          yet seeing someone else, like me, small following, posting for others and themselves, 
          i adore.
          i adore the person. imagining a freed spirit running in a castle, a white dress flowing with every taken step.
          your following doesn't change the ability you have- there is always someone to put a smile on, 
          there is always the freedom of putting your heart out.
          five followers, five thousand or five million. 
          you can still put it all out. 
          and you're still amazing. a heart filled with only love to give. 
          
          
          numbers aren't the ones who define you, you are the one who defines what you are. 
          put out what your heart desires, for, always, yourself first.
          
          -eli. with love.

elxsam

@elxsam i could make this into a lil bookie, talking about these stuff that try to build up a wall around me and so many others. hmm ..
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