severance from the world, the feeling of leaving home
I hate consuming but my point of view is 19 years
if I see it from there, my trainee life is basically a perfect score
the social phobia that came up thanks to that, my social connections are zero.
I'm always preparing, if I go two places
I hide the self that's behind my defensive posture
I hide myself completely like I've become a criminal, always
I can't even take one step outside the dorm that's like a prison.
I go out being pushed
the friends and family, whatever,
they don't stay, just glance at my side as they pass by
my arrows are still astray from the target called human connection.
I pretend I'm not lonely, I pretend I'm not suffering
I pretend I'm okay for no reason, meaninglessly I pretend to be strong
don't come over the wall I've put up in front of myself
don't throw me off this island in this wide sea.
-140503 새벽에 (140503 at dawn), Agust D (a.k.a Suga- BTS)
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...And if the whole world is crashing down on you
Fall through space out of mind with me
Where the emptiness we leave behind on warm air rising
Blows all the shadows far away...
-Empire Ants, Gorillaz ft. Little Dragon.
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