Avacodo 🤠

I NEED your background picture LMAO

I got my account back! And my stories need heavy editing because they are very cringy

Hello to everyone that's wondering why this account is no longer posting, that's because I started new:) I know I could of just deleted all my books but still the amount of attention this account was kinda got kind of overwhelming, you can still follow me on this account but it won't be the same as this one (I know that I sound like a pussy leaving because I got attention but I actually got locked out of my account before I could start over so thank Wattpad for doing the dirty work for me) to any one who is reading this and was only following me because of a specific conversation just know you can still follow me but it will not be the same as it was on this account. I will be starting new books so I'm sorry for anyone who has requested for my bnha book and to @coochie_apple I will still write your fanfic but it will be VERY different. Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk

I like how people follow me even though my bitch add never updates, is barely ever online and when I am it's probably to rant about some stupid as shit

i cant stop laughing at your username im sorry

What would your child self think of you now, mine would be scared, shocked at the blank face and the monotone voice. The pained look in my eyes, the nights I spend up because I can't seem to sleep, at the easy anger. At everything... She wouldn't be proud of me at all, because as a child my motto was "Just keep moving! What other people think about you doesn't matter, all that matters is you" And now look at me, worrying constantly because I don't feel pretty enough, quiet enough, loud enough, funny enough... She would be most disappointed that I don't focus on me, that I can only seem to survive on making other people happy because I can't do it myself. She would be able to read behind the fake smile I put on, and that's what would sadden her about growing up the most. If it was to ever happen, She would be forced to realize, that I, am no longer me

Sometimes I open my notifications, thinking it's my friends finally caring for me. I guess Pinterest is good enough though

Don't mind me crying at 2am :)

My tears are numb, they don't have any emotion in them. There's tear stains but I don't feel anything. I just wanna give up, no one would care right? No I'm just fishing for attention, I'm to young to feel this way, and even if I wasn't. I wouldn't have the guts to end it. Right? I... I just want someone to hold me, and tell that it's going to be ok, that I'M ok. I just want to be able to cry it all out for once, instead of crying with no emotion. Everything's all bottled up because no one would understand. No. I'm just over exaggerating, nothing's wrong with me. I'm fine. Don't worry about me :)

Me coming back after like 2 months of my phone being dead