I'm sorry if anything doesn't make any sense at all. The thing is that i write what i feel, and once i've written it, it stays that way; because my feelings in that exact moment will never change. Maybe later on, they do. Maybe even four seconds after, but in every case, i will write something else; another letter, another story, or whatever; not change my writing. The thing is that things happen, feelings happen, and there's nothing in our power to change it; and if there were; if for some inexplicable reason there was a way of changing the past; i wouldn't, because my past; the wrong and the good, the painful and the happy; has made me who i am today, and that's something i can say that i'm truly proud about. ME. Who i am and who i aspire to be. Because i'm not perfect nor flawless; oh gosh no, i have millions of imperfections, but for some of them i've grown love and proudness, and for the others i'm already proud about the fact that i want to change and improve them; and for myself, not others, not society, not to "fit in" and not to fulfill some foolish stereotypes. So that's why. Accept and FREAKING LOVE yourselves for who you are, and if you don't like it, then go ahead and change it, but always remember to look forward; and back just so that you can learn from your past mistakes.