You guys know what I'm not dead anymore. I'm still going to be updating slowly but! I have been feeling better I'm not going to question my sexuality and I'm also not having a gender crisis alright? 



Hello, I'm Niobe and I'm a pansexual demi girl. I use she/they pronouns please use them thank you. BLM let's all be part of the alphabet mafia. 

I'm sorry that I don't update as much as I use to. A lot of things have happened for the whole time I went MIA. I'm not going to lie it still hurts. A lot of people have left me and I don't know what to do. I don't have  friends again. Those people who made me smile and find myself are now all gone. 

I'm all alone again. In 4 years I was able to feel, experience, and make so many memories and I don't regret anything, even the bad memories. I wish I could blame everything that happened now because of the pandemic but I know it wasn't just because of that. 

I'm not going to cry. All I can say is good luck, you guys. I'm sorry if ever hurt you. I truly am. I'm not going to lie I wasn't a Saint either. So im sorry I truly did hurt you but im tired I might have not been included with all the drama but that was because I don't like drama I absolutely hate it. I maybe wasn't there to help you when you needed me but I hope I was there with you for at least one time. 

So good luck. We might all need it. To my friends who read this, This isn't a goodbye it's more of Good luck with life kinda ordeal. I'm not going to be very active for a long time. So please be patient with me alright friends?