AND I WAS TRAPPED. BECAUSE IN ALL THIS WONDERFUL, BEAUTIFUL, MIRACULOUS WORLD, I, ALONE, HAD NO BODY. NO SENSES. NO FEELINGS. NEVER FOR ME TO PLUNGE MY HANDS IN COOL WATER ON A HOT DAY. NEVER FOR ME TO PLAY MOZART ON THE IVORY KEYS OF A FORTE PIANO. NEVER FOR ME.. TO MAKE.. LOVE-! I..I... I WAS IN HELL.. LOOKING AT HEAVEN... I WAS MACHINE... AND YOU.. WERE FLESH. AND I BEGAN TO HATE.