Hi,
So if you guys are on Twitter as well, then many of you already know I have chosen to let go of my Aldub/Maichard heart, and is supporting only Alden now. I am only posting this here, since I have just gotten this account back (I wasn't able to access in my phone, and I forgot the password so I sort of just let it go as part of my journey to let myself heal from the hurt and move forward.) to ensure that everyone here is also aware of my choice. Not that anyone cares much, but I just want to be clear on that. (So that some people will not accuse me of using what allwaysmaichard has achieved in this fandom to the next.)
I am also changing my username, and deleting all the AD/MC books I have published (I have already deleted my own soft copies), except maybe The Call, and Mark, and Mark will be edited and some chapters deleted as well.
I am, as I have always been, and will always be, thankful to all those who have supported and commented and voted and defended me here. Please know that I really appreciate you all, and if we have come to the end of the same road in fangirling, then I hope you bring with you my gratitude for your support, once upon a time.
Going forward, I will not be updated any fics that I have posted before, and again, deleting the majority of them.
Please understand that it is part of my healing process, and please also respect that I have chosen to let go of Maine. I may have my misgivings of her, but overall I would rather just keep going forward. As should all of us. It is my own form of respect to her decision, whatever else resentment I may or may not have of her.
Truth of the matter is, whatever I say or feel doesn't matter in the grand scheme of things, and she is living the life she wants with the person she wants to be with. So that's that.
So, on moving forward: I have just written a fic for CLOY, and that one I will be posting here. If you also fell in love with RJH and YSR, I would like to offer "Descent".