hi hello , my name is estelle. i'm 17. i am an Australian female :) & i spend a lot of my time reading books because it helps me escape into another fantasy or reality. society has very silly expectations on how we need to appear, act and how are social status has to be. i don't like following those expectations. i like to be myself. even though i'm not quite sure what " myself " is , but definitely not like majority of the people in my generation. i am an extremely unpredictable & spontaneous women. I am wild, goofy & bubbly and try to keep an optimistic mind. but i also tend to isolate myself a lot.people tend to describe me as confident, even though i'm just the quote " fake it till u make it " when it comes to my confidence.Why should I care about what people think or show it anyway? even though deep down,  i truly do care. i'm trying not to though. also because i have nothing better to do and i may as well reach the limit on how much i can type; here's a few unanswered questions, feel free to message me if you think you can answer these, don't worry i'm quite welcoming:))) and i can hold a conversation so... 
-how was everything created in the beginning?
-how is me, being alive a thing?
-why is self-image more important than peoples happiness and lives? 
-why can't I ever go to the end of the rainbow?:)
- why am i so understanding & forgiving even when people do me so wrong ? 
- why can't i always find the beauty & joy in things? 
- what is the most beautiful thing ? 
- why did i have to ruin great opportunities due to my issues & insecurities?
- why can't i decide on a style or favourite song?
-why do i always make impulsive decisions?
- what would blue look like as a person ? 
- what does blue feel like ?   
- should i write a book on here ? 
- what does true love feel like for people ?
- do you find( whoever is still reading this) think my thoughts interesting ? 
- what is the best sound?
yours sincerely 
e.e