「 かっちゃん 」

sometimes i wonder how my friends on this platform are doing. i hope you guys are doing well. it's been a long long time. 
          
          i go by the alias tokyo now, if you're wondering. and i'd prefer it if you call me tokyo instead. i'd like to separate my real life from the internet as much as possible (which sadly wasn't the case for my naive younger self hahaha, but what do you say? i guess that's what you call aging). 
          
          i hope i get to talk to you guys again. i miss you all. 
          
          

yellow afterthought 
          
          . . .
          
          an afterthought's expanse,
          a tickle of the mind,
          longing exquisitely stretched to the end of times. 
          
          seconds of hours,
          ticking o' clocks,
          a twist of wistful, timestamped nostalgia.
          a past that was once a mere mortal's present.
          
          encapsulated yellows,
          blues, and in-betweens;
          a timebomb wrapped in obnoxiously red wires, hazard howls,
          sung by the silken sirens,
          oh what a sound—and what a mighty sight, underneath sought after scarlet-smeared spectacles.
          
          pace forth—fast forward a present's tense. dangled oscillations,
          triggers pulled.
          somber wrath veiled under the thinnest sheet of guilt.
          a flourished fantasy or hysteria's history?
          
          stilling heartbeats,
          alliances askew,
          an orchestra of mumbled metals,
          a field of drawn daisy flowers.
          time—a tale's essence.
          
          and here you are.
          
          . . .
          
          a very late happy belated birthday, i hope you are doing well yiyi ❤️‍

hello! hello! 
          
          i thank you for creating visionary. that was just- yeah i have no words to describe how beautiful it is. speechless? checked. amazed? check. etched in my mind. yep, definitely.
          
          may you have a nice/day or night <3