noi

how to draw good fast no borax

tws; dysphoria, derealisation?//
          
          idk what i am anymore it used to be somewhat easy to figure it out it would be like a meter in my head like a bar graph but now its blurry i cant evens ee things in my head i dont know what i am
          what if im not even anything special in that regard what if im making it up for attention
          what if im makign all of this up for attention what if its not that bad and im overreacting
          
          
          do i just need sleep idk what im doing someone comfort me please,,,

the line 'Nobody present feels childish enough to make a joke about twinks.' is included in the next chapter of playthings, and no I will not be explaining the context

i am once again awake at a bad time
          
          someone remind me not to do that

well chat it's 3:36am im going to go and 'sleep'*
          
          *read as 'lie awake thinking about fictional characters until i pass out'

i did it i did it i did it i have officially died to a 'go to sleep' <333

51 minutes until i can die in pressure for the death message taht says i should go to sleep!!!

Bruv why you always up to lateeeeeeeeeeee

1x1 supporter over here i want shedletsky dead haha it's 12:34am i need to sleep probably but whatever im alive so it's okay i'm so normal and coherent rn :))))))

that feeling when you're explainign the plot of your current fic and stimming aggressively (pretty visible that im fucking hyped) and people keep coming over and distracting th eperson you're talking to and now youre sitting here surrounded by shit tons of ppl writing fanfiction that you were trying to talk about and trying not to cry while the person you were trying to talk to is talking to other people who you normally like and are cool nice people but you really resent them right now and want them to fuck all the way off