@Mysterious1_2_9 it’s a tough spot you’re in but I kinda get it. You just need to take a breathe, a moment for yourself. Just sit alone and dissect through your thoughts. Writing them down helps and preferably do this when you’re alone or when you know no one’s gonna disturb so then you don’t have to worry if a tear or two or maybe even multiple slip out. Don’t hold back the tears or sadness or anger. Let it out, scream into a pillow or cry into it or punch it, anything that helps you feel like you’re physically releasing the mental stress out helps then write it down in a book or a paper and keep it to read for when you’re calm. Then check what all problems you wrote down are actually problems and what all are just us being overwhelmed. I know that last line was kinda insensitive in some sense and that I have no right to tell you that your problems might not even be problems and just our brain leading us on but it’s happened to me and I doubt the brain on another 17 year old girl with somewhat of a similar life as mine feels that drastically different. We’re just very overwhelmed sometimes