excusemejiminshi

Hello my lovely readers,
          
          I'm here to deliver a new story I just made, it's still on going. 
          
          Inspired by kdrama Head Over Heels, because I'm into it, so I write a fan fiction based on HOH drama. 
          
          So if you find any similiarities in it, it's simply because I am inspired by that drama. 
          
          Also some of the events that are happening in this story are based on my tradition as a half Chinese Indonesian we just celebrate a Hungry Ghost Month that took place 7 months after the Lunar New Year. 
          
          It's a Kim Taehyung Fan Fiction, because I miss this dude and I think his visual harmony match the character I'm writing. 
          
          As for the main character you can imagine her as whoever you want, it's an original character I write. 
          
          I hope you enjoy this story as much as I enjoy writing again, I know it's been so long since I write a fan fiction or just any story in that matter, it's because I've been going thru some stuff in life. 
          
          But anyways, enjoy! 
          
          With love, 
          Jen. 
          
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/400249570?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=excusemejiminshi

https://www.wattpad.com/story/383602353?utm_source=android&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details_button&wp_uname=ggukie_08

i miss Namjoon
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/362651964

hi it's me, hi I'm the problem it's me... 
          
          lmao sorry guys... 
          
          ok let's be serious for once. 
          
          hi readers. 
          
          it's been a while, i wanna say thank you so much for supporting me and my works, it is truly a blessing for me to have you all 
          
          i also want to apologize for the slow update, frankly I've been slacking and losing my mind, overwhelmed with my works and i really am trying my best to continue the stories i have wrote. 
          
          i found my own little happiness through your comments, vote and just you guys simply waiting for an update from me already made me feel better. 
          
          i probably don't know half of you fr, but i really am grateful to have you guys as my readers.
          
          thank you so much for the long waiting, I'm still learning to write a good story, i know some of my works can be a bit cringe, but some of you still love it nonetheless. 
          
          and before i end this long ass post, fyi i probably going to change some of the story line and the title as well, i thought you guys should know. 
          
          anyways, i love you guys so much. 
          
          love, 
          jen. 

HI LUVSSS
          
          IT'S BEEN A WHILE OMG I MISS WRITING SO MUCH I'M SORRY I'VE BEEN GONE FOR TOO LONG, I GOT TOO MUCH SHIT TO DEAL WITH FOR THE PAST MONTHS, AND I HAD A SEVERAL DOUBTS WITH THE CHOICES I MADE IN LIFE. 
          
          LIFE UPDATES: 
          
          2 months ago i got hired in a fast growing f&b company, as their creative team, my main job was to handle their social media. 
          
          so i was crazy busy, i had so many deadlines, and editorial planning that required me to have my imagination running wild for content ideas. 
          
          for the first month i really enjoyed working there, that explained why i haven't been updating my stories, and I'm very sorry for that, i keep making y'all waiting for the slow updates :( 
          
          but yeah, this bitch gotta work otherwise i don't have money to eat and take care of my dog. 
          
          but the effort i put for them wasn't acknowledged by the owner, i got emotionally exhausted and cried a lot, 2 months working there and i already got sick twice, i got sick every months. 
          
          crazy? that's not even the crazy part yet, they cut off my fees if i got sick and not attending the office. 
          
          lol what am i supposed to do when I'm sick? forcing my ass to wake up and drag my self to do my job? hell no, i got sick because i worked too hard and i didn't even got paid enough. 
          
          that's why i resign, and here i am. 
          
          that's my excuse, frankly i really miss this community, i miss my readers, and i miss working on my book with my imagination running wild. 
          
          i love reading y'all comments, they made my day. 
          
          thank you for reading my stories and sorry for the slow update, I'll update soon! 

IF I SEE ONE MORE COMPLAINS ABOUT "ROSÉ IS A KIND ANGEL" ON MY BOOK THAT I WRITE, WITH A FICTION GENRE, I WILL NOT HOLDING BACK ANYMORE. 
          
          THERE IS NO WAY THAT I EVER THOUGHT OF ROSÉ THAT WE ALL KNOW OF IN REAL LIFE AS A COLD HEARTED BITJ, I USED HER NAME IN MY STORY AS A FICTIONAL CHARACTER
          
          F I C T I O N A L
          
          DO Y'ALL KNOW WHAT A FICTIONAL MEANS? 
          
          COME AT ME ONE MORE TIME BITCH I FUCKING DARE U. 

tbh, I'm not new to this whole spiritual thingy. 
          
          but it's been a long time since i have a ghost played some tricks or pranks on me. 
          
          few years ago, i encountered a spiritual event like this but the spirit was practically copying the way my mom talk, the voice was very familiar. 
          
          it was in a broad daylight and i was home alone, the voice came from my mum's room. 
          
          "HEY" it called me in my mum's voice. 
          
          i almost open my mum's door when i heard that, almost forgetting the fact that i was home alone. 
          
          right when i was in front of my mum's room. i remembered "shit, I'm home alone today." 
          
          so i ran my ass off. 

i think a ghost just knocked on my door.
          
          lmao, i was listening to BTS and i heard a knock on my door. 
          
          thinking that it was my brother who always wants to borrow stuff from me, i responded to the knock by yelling. 
          
          "what do u want?"
          
          and my brother's room is right next to mine, so he can heard me. 
          
          he answered me "who are you talking to?"
          
          i was like.. . . 
          
          "didn't you just knocked on my door tho?" 
          
          turns out he didn't. 
          
          i was stunned for a moment. 
          
          i was too stunned to speak when i know that it wasn't a human who just knocked on my door because there is no way that my parents are still awake at this hour. 
          
          my brother was binge watching Netflix on his room since it's Saturday here so I'm sure it wasn't human. 
          
          and before y'all says "you probably misheard it, you are wearing headphones."
          
          i did wear headphones but it was so loud, it was more like someone banging on your door than knocking on it honestly. 
          
          it was so loud and clear, they knocked twice. 
          
          i swear i wasn't high or delusional. 
          
          
          
          

y'all ever feel like deleting your works? if you read my wrong number series y'all know and probably notice the changes and improve i made through each books, and it got me thinking... 
          
          should i delete the one i first ever made (Wrong Number KTH) ? should i unpublished it? i feel like i could do better and i cringed a lot reading it lmao. 
          
          I'm in dilemma, it has a lot of reads though. 

"i miss u"
          
          says him at 2 fucking a.m in the morning, expecting me to believe his lies and fall for it, when in reality i know he just wanna fuck ✨