Sometimes you've got to fight those demons no matter how much they want you dead.

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I can't help me, but I try to help everyone else... If you ever need anyone to talk to, I'm here for you. No problem is too big or too small. And in case you haven't heard this today, I'm glad you're alive.

I feel like I should put this here. In case anyone needs this: 
         http://www.suicide.org/international-suicide-hotlines.html 
The link will take you to a page listing international suicide hotlines. For the US, click the link at the top of the page.

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R.I.P. 
Ava 
3-25-2015

....I'm so sorry I couldn't save you my beautiful friend...