ㅤㅤㅤㅤ

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           being    performative    is    being    something    you're    not.    you    / are /    part    of    the   community.     unless    you're    pretending    to    be    into    me.

this  is  my  first  time  having  a  month,  chase.  don't  spoil  it.    should  i  post  happy  pride  on  insta  or  is  that  too  performative?

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           great.     glad    i    can    help    you    relate    to    tiktoks    out    of    all    things.     right.     well    it    feels    loved.     or    whatever.

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           she's    the    one    who    did    the    song    with    pinkpanthress,     right?     you'd    have    to    get    through    all    the    schooling    to    get    to    the    fun.     and    we    basically    do    that    year    round.

zara  larsson  performed  at penn  state.    and  i'm  seeing  end  of  year  parties  on  insta. it  looks   like   fun.  and  i    /hate/  missing   fun. 

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           what's    got    you    suddenly    regretting    this    decision?     that's    seemed    impossible    in    all    my    years    of    knowing    you.

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           [     it    takes    him    three.     the    moment    he's    finished,     hid    laptop    is    shut    and    his    phone    turned    to    face   down.     ]     done.     you    know    own    my    full    attention.

i   /guess/.  but  i'll  be  counting.   five  minutes  on  the  clock. 

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           far    too    much.     risking    so    many    things    to    give you    a    night    you'll    enjoy.     which    means    you'll    give    me    five    minutes,     right?

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           that    is    so    not    true.     if    it's    not    about    the    apartment,     it    isn't    true.

you  basically  did,  don't  lie.  i  remember  those  kinds  of  things. 

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           i've    never    said    everything    has    to    be    perfect!     or    anything    at    all,     actually.

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           because    they're   arrogant    and    think    they    can    get    away    with    stuff.     or    aim    to    press   charges.

no.  he  fell  like a  little  bitch  after  one  punch.   like  why  even  start  a fight  if  you  can't  do anything  during  it??

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           touché,     i    guess.     did    he    get    you    anywhere    other    than    inside    your    head?

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           no,     come    on,     im    kidding.     swear!     besides,     it'd    be    a    bit    hypocritical    of    me    to    judge.

you're   an  asshole.  get  out  of  my  face,  you  bum. 

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           an    engineer    of    how    to    possibly    screw    yourself    over?

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           okay.     [     he    pulls    out    his    phone    from    his    pocket,     unlocking    before    handing    it    over.     ]     i    doubt    they're    saying    / that, /    though.

just  to  see  what  they're  saying!  give?

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           it    might    not    be!     im    saying    i    don't    check    what    they    dm    me.     why    do    you    need    my    phone?

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           we    can    focus    on    my    dreams    after    we    get    through    20th    anniversary     of     hannah    montana.

keep  believing,  babe.  never  give  up  on  your  dreams,  you  know?

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           i    believe    in    my    heart    that    can    still    happen    some    day.     im    not    gonna    let    you    miss    this.

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           then    you    don't    get    a    kiss.     have    fun    with    your    shitty    hangover.

ugh.  i  don't  want  your  stupid  medicine.   

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           i'll    give    you    some    medicine    for    your    hangover.  :)

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           oh    my    god.     you    know    what,     im    definitely    going.     to    keep    an    eye    at    least    on    / you. /     get    your    stuff    together.

i'm  not  gonna  /let/  them  drink.  but  if  they  snag  a bottle  i'm  not  gonna  say  anything!   plausible  deniability,  man. 

@sublives  ⋆｡°✩           jacob!     parents    are    supposed    to    be    good    role    models,     not    breaking    laws.