fantasia1117

Aye please don't tell me you staying in Memphis TN bro u didn't even say goodbye who gon be goofy with me now don't leave me here in seriously bout to cry omg

I may be cryin' now but I'll be laughin' later
          No way, wouldn't be easy when you're tryna be the greatest
          That ever did it or does it
          Ain't no fuckin' time for later
          And I know they think I'm sporadic
          The bastard child of an addict
          But I'm way too calculated
          I try to love, but I never knew her
          This money, I'm blowin' through it
          Ain't rockin' red or blue, I'm unafilliated
          Cause my bloods and my cousins hate me
          I try to buy my mama's love, no she don't appreciate it
          So I stay inebriated
          I figured maybe J. Cole or Drizzy Drake
          Would drop a verse and tell the people how we hurtin'
          Guess I was mistaken
          This moment mine for the taking
          For all them nights I thought of suicide, contemplating
          
          I can't hold back these tears
          Let me cry
          They say a man ain't supposed to cry
          
          So I'ma let the song cry
          I'ma let my soul cry through these words
          I need to try to free my mind
          Sometimes I need to cry just to ease my hurt
          But when I let the song cry
          Hope you don't think I still won't ride for mine
          Every rose needs the rain sometimes
          But know that you can dry your eyes this time
          Let the song cry

          What am I supposed to do?
          Hold it all together when I think of you?
          In my heart I'm thinking you were gone too soon
          May you rest in peace, yet I can't sleep
          It's my point of view
          Got me in a state of mind, I'm so confused
          Crying raindrops so that I can bloom
          So what am I to do?
          
          I can't hold back these tears
          Let me cry
          They say a man ain't supposed to cry
          
          So I'ma let the song cry
          I'ma let my soul cry through these words
          I need to try to free my mind
          Sometimes I need to cry just to ease my hurt
          But when I let the song cry
          Hope you don't think I still won't ride for mine
          Every rose needs the rain sometimes
          But know that you can dry your eyes this time
          Let the song cry
          

Sometimes I get emotional
          And I can't seem to find the way I'm s'posed to go
          And all these so-called people that I'm s'posed to know
          They be the main ones
          Smile up in your face, but behind your back they hate
          So I hope you know
          You're like the only reason I'm emotional
          My tears fall like water so that I can grow
          Not like I was before
          Tryna make a change, I need something more
          
          I can't hold back these tears
          Let me cry
          They say a man ain't supposed to cry
          
          So I'ma let the song cry
          I'ma let my soul cry through these words
          I need to try to free my mind
          Sometimes I need to cry just to ease my hurt
          But when I let the song cry
          Hope you don't think I still won't ride for mine
          Every rose needs the rain sometimes
          But know that you can dry your eyes this time
          Let the song cry
          
          

If you want ta be in my stories "Virgin Stripper" and "Could This Be Love" let me know by following and private messaging me.
          
          What I need
          °Real Name- whole (doesnt have ta be ya real name)
          °Stripper Name- if ya wanna be one
          °Age ya wanna be
          °Relationship to characters
          °Name of celebrity ya want ta be wit(August Alsina and Chris Brown is already taken)
          °Birthday
          
          Thank you