Hey guys, I'm adding this here because I know not all of you are going to read the Author's notes I just added to all of my published works so, here it is.
I wanted to share something important with you all.
I’ve decided to take a hiatus from posting on social media. If you follow me for book updates or general content, I’m so sorry—but I don’t know how long I’ll be away.
I struggle with severe medical anxiety, including a phobia called emetophobia, which I’ve had since childhood. Lately, it’s become the worst it’s ever been, morphing into another form of anxiety that’s led to compulsive behaviors I can’t seem to shake.
For example, months ago I saw a TikTok about uneven pupils being a sign of something serious, and ever since, I’ve been obsessively checking mine out of fear something’s wrong. My family’s growing frustrated, and honestly, I’m exhausted. Living in constant panic feels like my life is unraveling.
I think I’ve also developed an irrational fear of serious illness. My great-grandfather passed away from cancer three years ago, my grandma and a beloved teacher were both diagnosed with breast cancer my senior year (thankfully they beat it), and my grandad died of a stroke when I was a freshman. Since then, I’ve been terrified I’ll wake up one day with something terminal. It’s torture, and it’s getting harder to manage.
So, I think it’s best I step back from social media to focus on my mental, emotional, and physical health. I may still post new story chapters occasionally, but please don’t pressure me—I’ll share things at my own pace.
Thank you for understanding, and for all your love and support.
Love you guys,
Rileyyyyyyy out <3
