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Im not allowed to open my door too fast but my mom wont fix the fact that my door screams like a banshee. Why should I even leave my room anymore? Why can't I just sit in my room and not eat or drink?

Fell asleep at 2:40 or something watching streams and woke up at 5:30 and went back to watching streams

I finally found the think I'm good at (⁠人⁠ ⁠•͈⁠ᴗ⁠•͈⁠)
          Well, it's more like I'm only good at this one thing at school and it's the only thing I'm proud of my grades for but still, I'm happy about it.
          The one thing I'm good at is playing the violin, and it might just be that my teacher is really good, but I'm still proud of myself. I'm going to high school with music as my major and I'm gonna play the violin too! I'm probably gonna be a music nerd or whatever like the equivalent of a stereotypical band kid but at a school where the rlcp is strings but who cares because I know at least two people at my current school might be in the same class as me for it so it's fine. I'm not sporty and I'm not good at math and I don't have any really notable talents but I'm happy about this one so that's enough for me.

I spilt a drink a few seconds ago and my mom got mad at me for putting the cup I spilt it from down on a wooden table. All our tables are wooden. I just wanted to clean it before our dogs ate it and she stopped me from doing that. I can't even clean things in peace and I just got up. What did I do to deserve getting yelled at for something like this?

Yk it's bad when you been isolating your tiktok from everyone in existence and people you know suddenly pop up in your feed

My only talent is doing impressions of izuku midoriya
          
          You will never find a recording of me doing that
          
          Dark days y'all

i keep forgetting to hit announce mb
          
          anyway 
          
          i like tshd and baka & test and bsd and horimiya and dead account and sk8 
          
          and mdzs and death note and black clover and blue excorsist
          
          and- okay i think you get it i like anime but im not done most of those because i have the attention span of a fucking fly

The way one of my friend whips out the manga for my favourite animes is concerning cause how'd you know I liked this I haven't spoken to you in a month and a half 

I was doing good and now the happiness I had is over