Can my life get any worse first I lost my grandma then my cousin who I did everything with him. yesterday I lost my cousin who is only 26 he died in his sleep and he was the best I miss them all. I wish you all didn't leave me here we all miss you all but we will be together again sooner or later I wish I could have seen you all more than I did. Miss you Jason and Ryan and grandma Molly I will tell our family in england about you passing away because i'm sure no one has told them yet. I wish my family told me that you all passed instead of having to read in on facebook but I guess when my family doesn't like me or want anything to do with my mom, brother and I, so we have to have one way to find out miss you all I wanna see you soon but not soon enough love you all with all my heart. Jason and Ryan I hope you to are having a good time with everyone up there. Thank you for your service Jason I will miss all of you. Please keep me and my family in your prayers if you pray if not please keep us in your heart.