Free soul

Hey guys what's up? I hope you guys had a very merry Christmas:) if not then I'm so sorry because trust me I know how it feels so if you want to talk I'm always here but I digress (I'm a leading man and the lies I weave are oh so intricate) anyways... Uh... I forgot what I was going to say because I kinda had an eventful night but about my story I'm so sorry I haven't been posting anything on it I'm just going to say that it's on hold for now but I am kinda working on a different story I don't know if I'll post it but if I get around to it I will make like a winter themed part in it and post that but I don't know I may leave this here..? Yeah so I guess ttfn~ ta ta for now :3

I've gotten to the point where my life tells me one thing but everyone else tells me something different...  When someone says something that you don't know wether it's true or not but you have a guilty conscience and believe everything everyone says whether it's true not then you cry for hours and contemplate suicide because of it and you think that friend is pissed at you but the very next day it's like nothing ever happened and you're both buddy buddy... I don't know... But I don't know if I can handle it... It hurts... I'll stop ranting... None of you have to respond... I just needed to get it out...