freyasaidgoaway

if jj doesn’t pull a ward i am actually going to be even more angry than i am rn if that’s possible but j am not watching season 5 they can shove it where the sun don’t shine 

just realized kinda came back from the dead to rant about jj dying but i am so broken rn i am so unbelievably disappointed in the show and how they killed off the FAN FAVORITE like wtf but i needed to get it said because i can’t actually believe he’s gone. 

what the fuck i hate everyone i’m gonna commit a crime what the hell just fucking happened what did i just FUCKING WATCH
          I AM NEVER WATCHING OBX EVER AGAIN THEY CAN SHOVE THEIR SEASON 5 UP THEIR FUCKING ASSES

hi guys so erm… as you know i went to the eras tour on friday and i had another concert the day after to see doja cat so i haven’t had time to update u on my thoughts BUT, erm taylor actually played my DREAM surprise song and i sobbed…
          MY SHOW WON WITH THE SURPRISE SONGS CUZ WE GOT:
          this is what you came for x gold rush
          AND THENNNN
          the great war x YOUR LOSING ME
          
          I ACTUALLY SOBBED I HAVE WANTED YOUR LOSING ME SINCE THE START OF THE TOUR?!?
          
          in all my videos i am severely screaming and you don’t even wanna hear about the illicit affairs video cuz it’s just embarassing…
          
          but i am never gonna get over it i have woke up crying every morning since the show cuz i miss it
          

okay so like i’ve had months to prepare for taylor and now it’s tomorrow im severely anxious like what if i fucking pass out when she comes on stage cuz like i’ve been waiting for this moment since i was 4 not joking. Like o feel like i might actually pass out cuz i nearly did when i heard her sound checking yesterday…

ok so i was at the stadium im seeing taylor at TOMORROW?!? before getting early merch cuz they opened it early (broke my bank and accidentally spent £92 but its taylor so its ok) and as i was leaving.. I HEARD HER SOUNDCHECKING AND I NEARLY FAINTED

erm how the FUCK am i seeing taylor in 3 DAYS?!? WHAT IS MY LIFE?!?

there is nothing more bi polar than the uk i’m telling you.
          yesterday it was so hot i was laying in a bikini on a sun lounger and today it’s thunder storming and lighting…

right i’ve been sat here for the last 2 hours waiting for these northern and everyone’s saying they see them…. WHERE I DINT SEE SHIT???
          
          also they appeared last night but silly me slept through it..

ITS SO HOT IN THE UK RN ITS 20 DEGREES